Reckless Escapist
Life is not about what we wanted,
when there seems no way, the unthinkable moments will pop up without any notice
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They Believed
It does weird when it comes to some people who can easily admit and say that they (he) will earn good money and make themselves established which then only propose to their girlfriends…
but why it always comes the other way around as you admit then you won’t be able to do it well, won’t be able to give me a “life” that I’m living right now, keep asking me to adjust to you instead of what others will do
still worrying about whether rich is important for me or not…
for me, if your goal is to be rich, I can say it some kind of motivation… there is no limit about how people define themselves as rich…
even though those some people that will try to earn enough money defined by them, at least they believed that it isn’t impossible to have a better living than what they have lived, propose someone is not a simple task to do, the future responsible will be way more unpredictable…
I just can never believe how someone could be desperately keep asking me to live a “worse” life with him, I mean how come someone that you said would be the last person wanted to see you cry, always pessimistically talking about what future will be…
people live with dream at least this is what I do, whether it does happen in the future or not, at least people try and keep having the vision to be better,
cause what will happen to you in the future if your image of yourself in the future always be worse than what you have right now, isn’t it pathetic?
you may always say you that you are realistic, but to me, you are way more to be pessimistic, realistic people will consider both good and bad, but, I’m more to be optimistic people that always think things will go smoothly even there will be time it never goes as what you have planned, but I do believe, in the end, everything will be settled to each of its places…and the time I’m talking about something positively thought, you always disagree and asking me the other way around about how negative it would be, still in the end, you will always say you are realistic :)…
I get used to it though, when ever you’ve made up your mind, there is no one can change your thoughts, saying other people who can never accept other people’s opinions, it does not really different for you when you’ve made your mind, again, there is no one can interrupt your thoughts… and sadly, not even me…
I do appreciate more when other people think it is impossible, but they keep trying even though you won’t know when you will achieve it, but I’m happy to see how they believe in themselves,
you said people have already had their portion, in some way it may seem true, but people have to fight to live their life …
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Expectations
The expectations of others seem troubling the idea on how one’s should behave…
Sometimes I just wonder,
to have a quality time talk about each others’ with laughing… priceless
to have the one that will fight together to get things that we both love… priceless
even to bluff people together for our own joke… priceless
why need to be so worried about having less than now
I just always feel it should not be something that has to be bothered, instead, it is something that you have to go through together…
why do movies always seem cheat people,
always having someone who would,
prioritize my happiness… priceless
caring about myself more than I do… priceless
listen to what I thought… priceless
argue without judging me… priceless
considering about my opinion without blaming me blindly… priceless
sacrifices made for loving me… priceless
not let me worried about himself… priceless
make me feel having someone that can stand for me when the world against me… priceless
praising me instead of laughing on my saying… priceless
patiently wait for me instead of just hanging up the phone… priceless
say a simple good nite sincerely… priceless
understand my situation instead of comparing and asking me not to care with my surroundings… priceless
it seems nothing free in this world that even these things have to be obtained “costly” …
you just sometimes reminded me of him,
the one who sometimes I swear I won’t have someone looks like him,
the one who always teasing instead of praising what she has done for him,
the one who always shout back whenever she is angry just because someone cannot be always in a good mood,
the one who seem would not care about others’ opinion when actually he do take every sentence from people about him with huge granted
I wish these whole years of me fighting the this thing would be a right decision I made before I let myself drawn deeper and too late to swim to the surface… :’)
one thing I’ll ask from You today,
“Let Yours be done…” :)
